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May 01

To-seeing

忘了多久才抖落上次的失落与疲惫,只记得是你一直在我身边不停地鼓励我,我哭你陪我一起伤心,我若痛你则是不语,因为你也和我一样难过,难过到无言以对,现在我不在你身边了,我无法为你分担任何的痛楚也无法慰藉你无尽的失落,曾自私到不想你走,如今才知道这是多残忍的不舍......
 
你说假如生活欺骗了你,不要悲伤,不要心急!
不顺心时暂且克制自己 快乐的日子总会来临
心儿永远憧憬未来 现在却尝试忧郁
一切都是瞬息,一切都将过去 而那过去的将会成为永久的回忆。
 
也许你心是向着阳光的,可为何听起来确是如此地落寞与寂寥。你说你痛,无奈我始终不能真实地感觉到,只知道对你永远牵挂着,只想你会一直陪着我,忘了你也终究要走.....
 
不需对你说抱歉吗?可你明知道我对你有多少的愧欠,不想对你食言,可我确什么都做不到,不想让你哭泣,可你总是急到因我而掉泪,不想让你失望,可又一次次让你失望而归......
 
现在我该对你说些什么呢,真的不知道.....
March 24

happy birthday~~~

HEY HO,来到这里之后的第一个生日~~~~~
哈哈,生日当天去了CITY,第一次去CROWN,更加是第一次去CLUB,呵呵,觉得还不错,喜欢那种甜甜的有巧克力的酒味饮料,虽然第二天几乎是睡了一天,晕了一天,不过还是觉得这种饮料不错,哈哈,可惜啊到现在还不知道我喝的到底是什么,叫什么名字
 
星期天晚上这一帮朋友又帮我搞了个DINNER哦, 哈,没试过这么多人一起吃火锅的哦,刚进去的时候有点被吓到了,实在是太多东西吃了,可想而知,哪天晚上吃的有多饱了拉,哈哈,而且还是很中餐的那种呢,爽啊,有豆腐,粉丝,青菜,鲜虾,鸡肉,牛肉,鱼丸,牛肉丸,乌冬......最特别的是我还有自己的锅,想吃什么就弄什么,没人赶抢吃的,哈哈,birthday girl是有特别优待的,真好~~~~~~
 
生日能吃到蛋糕当然是好的拉,不过之前是不敢奢望的,但没想到吃完饭之后他们居然准备了生日蛋糕哦,真的是意外阿,而且,那个冰淇淋蛋糕好好吃,虽然草莓那个也不错,不过还是比较喜欢冰淇淋那个,呵呵~~~
 
真的是要多谢nat 和 gigi,又要准备晚饭又要清理那么多碗筷,真的是太好人了阿~~~~~~
PS.生日那天一大早就收到nat亲手弄的贺卡,还有以前在中国的好朋友们seeing,佳子,安子的QQ留言祝福,实在是太好拉~~
thanks u guys so much~~~~~
 
 
 
March 12

Girlfriends

haha,
 
i am lucky, cos i meet some good people, they are very nice to me, tiffiany,nattallie, gigi, sindy,and the other guys, sorry, dont know how to spell their names,anyway, they are the people live in Samada St, the place where i  live.
 
ok, the first people i am going to talk about is Natallie, quite a special girl, i like her, lol ,even she told me she was born in hk, but to be honest, the first time i saw her, i felt she looks like westerner, not like chinese,strange, isnt it?? she is really nice and sweet, when i was quiet, she tried to talk to me, get me involved the conservasation with the other people: when i found a little  down, she told me that" u need to make yourself to be happy, and the point  is how u make it, this is a good exerprience for u, u will learn a lot from it......"
 
well, back to another girl, my roomate--Tiffiany, born in hk, but grew up in Sydney, oh, god, she is so young,17!!! i was shocked when she told me that,even she is yonger than me, but she takes care of me a lot,haha, she is interesting, cant stay quietly, like dancing, clubing,pubing,drinking......cos she is so young,  not settle down yet, but yep, again, she is very nice and  definitely  a good person. oh yeah, the most funny thing is that she likes to be dark, , i was surprised!! really?? want to be dark, i want to be white, haha....so she never put on the sun cream,even the sunshine is  very strong here.
 
great, she is the fourth person in favour of my name, shame, most people dont like it, but she does, haha, and  she likes to call me SISI, ha, i like that. Her friend is good at cooking, when he cm round, i can have the good food, lol,by the way, tiffiany is also  not bad at cooking, if she wants to cook, it can be great.
 
hehe, so, these two girls are  my new friends, ( rit now,dont know much abt the other people  here,but i know they are nice, thats good enough.) Emn, hope we can be the good friends~~~~~
March 11

空白

脑海里是一片空白的感觉,心也觉者是空的
 
明明是醒着,却像睡着
明明是活者,却像梦着
 
一切都缺乏真实感,不哀愁,却觉着空洞,想要寻找,祢补什么,却又无从寻起
 
生活有了目标,只是没有热情,云里雾里的
 
时间像指缝间的流沙滑过,想要抓住什么,又可惜从未付之行动,就这样任她溜走
 
阳光依旧温暖,可惜照不到心理的那一片空白,觉着该要有什么来填补,无奈自己也不知到底遗失了什么
 
不哀伤,不孤单,只是觉得空白,无从说起,无从排遣
March 02

Going home

      Going home
 
      Not very often have we met 
  But the music’s been too bad 
  Can only sense happiness 
  If the music is sad 

  So, I’m going home 
  I must hurry home 
  Where a life goes on
 
  We’re too old to make a mess 
  Dreams will keep me young 
  Old enough to stress 
  Only mirrors tell the time 

  So, I’m going home 
  I must hurry home 
  So will my life go on? 

  Yes, I’m going home 
  Going home alone 
  And your life goes on 
 
      So, I’m going  home 
  I must hurry home 
  So will my life go on? 

  Yes, I’m going home 
  Going home alone 
      And your life goes on